2. Last phone call
honestly i have no clue. i don’t like to talk on the phone. it might have been to my dad? maybe?
7. have you ever: been cheated on?
lol i’ve never even dated anybody for this to have happened.
13. this year: how many people have you had sex with this year?
hahahahaha i’ve never had sex ever so
54. first: best friend
her name is maya and i met her when i was six. i was best friends with her instantly. we don’t talk much these days.
60. right now: drinking
65. your future: get married?
yes i do. one day.
68. which is better: hugs or kisses?
77. have you ever: drank hard liquor?
87. do you believe in: miracles?
first, i turned off on anon because i’m sick of the anons i’ve been getting. i see people i follow with personal read mores all the time and i never see them getting hate for it? i mean, unless they do get hate for it and they just don’t post it. idk. anyway. second. i’ve been dealing with depression for a long time. the last eight years or so. and i don’t have the money to see somebody about it or get medication for it. i just have myself and my friends. my amazing friends who literally don’t know how much they do for me. i’m not sure how many people know this but my mom died last march and i can’t even begin to explain how many times in the last year that i’ve wanted to kill myself. more than i have in the last eight years. if i didn’t have my friends, honestly, who knows if i’d even be here today. i can never quite explain how much any of you guys mean to me. the ones who are constantly there for me, without even really knowing it, like taylor and cami especially, and then there’s kathryn. who i only met this year but i feel like i’ve known her for years and you don’t meet people like that very often. and she’s helped me through so much shit that i honestly would be lost without her. i love everybody. everyone who’s ever posted nice things in my ask box and publicly.
i don’t know, anon. maybe i will. if you think i should, i probably should, right?